sankinggonz

when i was in 8th grade i played club volleyball. and it was terrible. i love volleyball but it entailed traveling every weekend, practice a few nights a week, and i had to play with older girls bc of my bday.. which when you're 14 and they are 16.. that's kinda a big difference. and it was during basketball season, so basically i was just constantly playing something and really burnt out.

i hated going so much that my best friend, julie, and i tried to hurt me.. running and purposefully falling, falling down the stairs, etc. in hopes of spraining my ankle or something.

nothing worked.

for some reason i just thought of that in light of going to work..ummm.. jaykay im not gonna do that. im but i really dont wanna go to work.

ok, lord help me. and pray that the lord will give me an 8-5 job asap. and GRACE tonight. thanks :)