4.28.2010

its been so hard to study this week. which isnt good since i have a bio lab final fri and then a lecture final in bio and chem the next week that are both comprehensive.. no fun. well actually i kinda enjoy it. except for that lately i just want to read my bible ALL DAY! it feels so alive.
and the Lord has been reminding me of the last couple years of college and grace to be bold that i was walking in. it's still there (the beautiful thing with God, nothing is ever lost), i've just let apathy and the fear of man get in. when i was in israel i remember thinking that when i got back to america i was going to tell everyone about jesus and pray for them simply because WE CAN. it really is a HUGE freedom that i constantly take for granted. i pray that the Lord would wake us up to this great gift he has given us in america today. we need to take hold of it, because i have a feeling it wont last forever.
anyways, im tired of excuses.
i remember in college praying for sick people all the time by myself full of faith that God would heal them or give someone a word if i felt it was from the Lord. there was a season when i literally didn't care what people thought about me and if i was dumb or not and just stepped out constantly. gave God room to move. i'm hungry for that again and want to be eager to see God move and manifest His Kingdom TODAY!

Pr. 28:1
the wicked flee when no man pursues but the righteous are as bold as a lion.

Bill Johnson quote i cant quit thinking about.. "a day without a miracle is just unnecessary."
i want to daily put myself in a situation where God could release a miracle.

(when i was in israel someone prophsied to me that "it is time".. don't you love words like that? ;) ok... thats great...but time for what?? i still dont really know.. except i was reminded of this song today.. and in light of everything God is reminding me of, it bares witness.)

Freedom Calling by Daniel Bashta
its time to let my faith arise
its time heaven heard my cry
its time for the blind to see
its time for the winds to change
its time to live again
its time to be free

miracles are coming
miracles are coming
yes, i believe

so come and break these chains
i will worship you untamed

when we praise your freedom falls
when we dance the walls come down
freedom is falling
freedom is falling
freedom is falling all around

It's time!
so let my faith arise
heaven hear my cry
it's time for the blind to see

so come on and shout shout shout for joy
im gonna let my love be heard
freedom is calling out

so come on sing sing oh my soul
let the healing flow
freedom i have found
Your freedom i have found

No comments: