a warm, happy heart.

I woke up at 3am for no reason. Usually id be annoyed but I was really happy.
I love when the lord draws things out of you through talking to friends. Last night it was via my neighbor, Channing. We had a great convo about.. everything.
convictions.
injustices.
how we're suppose to live in light of those combined.
birth control.
kids.
deceptions.

Basically just stirred up LOADS of questions about life in both of us. After the fifth time of saying, "we should really go to bed," I ended up telling her about the season I'm in. I've talked about it before in various forms with various people but last night was different. It felt like spring was coming out of my mouth..however that works. The first warm day when I just sit outside in the sun and thaw out from winter. maybe a cool breeze every now and then, but mostly pure warmth.
the south winds.
times of blessing.
desires fulfilled.
delighting.
rejoicing.
tangible hope.
deep joy in my soul.
hearing his sweet voice romance me like never before.
he really is gentle and kind.
he really does have a plan.
and it really is manifesting in my life.

i am rich.
so rich.
royal, actually.
he honors me.
HE honors me.
he honors ME.
he HONORS me.
humbled.

Blessed be the name of the Lord when the suns shining down on me.. Where the streams of abundance flow.
the giver of all good gifts.

(It's 408am on 3/7/11 and my heart is full..priceless gift)