sankinggonz

he's answering my prayers. i tend to want the 'suddenly', he seems to really enjoy the process. i want to jump on the helicopter, but he's asking me to hike up the mountain with him. it's not always easy, but he's with me. and lets me lean on him and even carries me at times. he knows what i can handle, although sometimes pushed to the max, he never lets me stumble. through it all, we're building a history together. its priceless. and deep. and growing love in my heart. im gaining confidence in his leadership. its perfect. and he's fully trustworthy. ive found life on the narrow/difficult road. he is life. and wayyy better than i could have ever imagined. its beautiful too that the hike up the mountain isnt always hard. its filled with times of awe and wonder, swimming in waterfalls, playing, picnics. and there's always opportunity to stay in those places, but in order to move forward you must keep hiking up. "consider it pure joy my brothers whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance and perseverance must have its perfect work so that you can be mature and complete not lacking anything."

i love his ways.